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it all started almost 3 years ago, when i was at 4th grade of high school.
i was sitting next to a girl in the chemistry class,which was once a week(by the way,this girl was also in my class).anyway,one day she asked me if i had msn(since i wouldnt ask her).my address was blocked at that time so i said i 'd make a new one and inform her but i forgot.now,almost three years later-i joined the army 7 months ago and little before that i couldnt stop thinking her and how stupid i was,i wish i could turn time back to correct my mistake.one year after at the middle of 5th grade i saw her with another guy(since i did nothing to be with her).i have her added in facebook,got her msn address now but i cant talk to her because she obviously has a boyfriend,and is in another country studying while i am in army and get to see home twice a week.i think i am really obsesed in her because when i come home i look at her pics in fb,even put some on my phone to look while i am in army-its the only thing that keeps me going
many times i have thought why i deserve to be without her,even thought to blow my head of with a bullet
now i feel better that i have said this story,thanks peeps and i hope u dont make the same mistake as me as it 'll haunt me and i dont seem to be able to get over her...
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